And it got me thinking, why exactly aren't I one? Everyone arround me thinks i am (or think I should be one), and it's mildly furstrating not being able to do anything about it but leave some players dissapointed and hope another admin comes in.
It's been nearly 4 years now (and btw, 2 days from now it will have become 4 years!


I know I was a bragger in my early days, but it's probably been 2 and a half years since I've cleaned up my act.
I've asked many a times if i could join the Admin Circle (I asume server admining is part of the Admin Circle, correct me if I'm wrong), but every time my requests have been ignored, not even denied, just plane flat out ignored. (at least a yes or no (with a reason why) would keep my mind at ease, but keeping me wondering in the back of my mind thinking that mabe some day that day might come?

among the many admins I've asked, only sluggy and Smacky have taken the time to discuss it with me, and they too wondered why I'm not an admin...
Don't take me wrong, I know how much work is involved in server admining to keep teams fair, but I'm ready and willing to take these Responsabilities under my wing

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Ps: This is an honest post, I don't need flaming from those who disagree, or think I'm crazy for posting this, we can handle this like civilized people right? right.
